So, the year is finally coming to an end and I hope that 2010 is filled with happier and brighter days.
2009 started off a bit rocky as I lost a good friend due to lies that were spread and her ego getting in the way of apologizing when it was obvious she was in the wrong and jumped to conclusions.
The one year anniversary of my grandfathers death was a lot easier than I thought it would be on my family. My dad did drink to ease the pain but contained himself, the love and support we gave him helped.
The summer months were pretty bad for me. Financially, I sank and I'm still struggling to stay afloat, but able to breathe.
Hubby and I have been trying to have a baby, but its kinda hard when I have not had a visit from Mother Nature in a couple of months. It's been a little bit frustrating but we'll get through this. It's probably just not meant to be right now. And who am I kidding? In economic times like today, it's pretty selfish of me to want one right now. When the time is right, it will happen.
Right now, I'm fairly comfortable where I am. I'm patiently waiting my income tax return so that I can get my brakes fixed and get a new hubcap for my car. Before my car got effed up, I was planning on using the money to get back into school, but it looks like that will have to wait, yet again. I just don't understand how I am not capable of getting financial aid. I am no longer considered a dependent of my parents and have been living on my own for 6 years now making less than 30k a year. I will probably never understand but whatever...
The good: I started on youtube and learned an interest I never knew I had. Still breaking out of my shell but def more comfortable with myself and I feel I have a bit more confidence than before. I have gained many new friends and have become sponsored by an amazing new company breaking into the makeup world. Raving Beauty Cosmetics is by far, the best mineral eyeshadow I have used and I feel honored to be a part of it.
I am also reviewing a diet pill. Well, it's not really a diet pill but more like an herbal food supplement to suppress my hunger. I didn't follow directions last time and hope this time, I will and see some hard core results. I decided I will wait until after the holidays before I start again. More to come on that.
OK, well I am going to end this little tid bit for now. Sitting here at work and while were slower than a tortoise, I just done have much to chat about right now. Gonna surf the net and see what else I can find and learn =)
Happy Holidays!
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